Please I don't know what to do... What makes me so socially flawed?

I'm on that phase of my life right now so i try to just busy myself with college school work. I also feel that my mom is the closest person i have with me right now aside from my brothers. It's very hard and sometimes i get depressed as to why i only have friends when i'm working but they don't seem to be there outside of work/school. LOL is this a half-chinese thing?? i'm half chinese and half filipino and i live in US so i feel kind of out of place! I've always wanted to go to England--maybe when i get there i should meet you!!